I have only a couple weeks left of school. Only one semester done. It feels like it has been an entire year though. These last 8 weeks have been the worst. I am so exhausted and I feel like my brain cannot hold any more information. Which disappoints me because was really looking forward to A&P, well mostly the anatomy part. All of it is very interesting, but I don't have time to really get to learn it or really study it. We only have about 1 week to learn about 5 chapters before we have an exam over it. Between that and working three jobs. I feel like I never stop. I am so grateful for my parents. There is no way I would be able to this without them. I am so grateful that my mom is willing to care for the girls while I am away. I always feel so bad when, once again, I have to leave to go to school or work. They are always like, "AGAIN!?!" I am glad that Maggie has school three days a week. She really looks forward to it and is doing really great. She is such a social bug! I am glad that she didn't inherit my insecurities and shyness. She is shy at times, but she loves to talk to people and EVERYONE is her friend. Like today, we stopped at a community center for me to do some stuff and there was a little girl there. They talked for aobut two seconds and played with a toy together for about a minute before the girl had to leave with her mom. Maggie was very upset, especially when she realized the girl had left without saying goodbye. She turned to me and said, "Mommy, she left without saying goodbye! I want to say goodbye! She is my friend." This after literally only knowing her for about two minutes. I just hope she stays this way and that I can nurture her sweet, kind, loving spirit. Because, just like her Momma, she has a very angry/mean streak. Well, I have to get to bed. I am falling asleep at the computer. I just wanted to write since it has been so long since I have.
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